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Tuesday, 22 January 2008

  • Theres nothing left for me.

    DECADENCE - disturbed

     Say, yes they know that you fought yourself another time
    Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Decadence isn't easy, is it?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Decadence isn't easy, is it?

    Then you slowly recall all your mind
    Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
    Dead inside
    Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
    Slowly recall all your mind

    Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Decadence isn't easy, is it?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Decadence isn't easy...

    Then you slowly recall all your mind
    Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
    Dead inside
    Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
    Slowly recall all your mind

    If I scare you now
    Don't run from me
    I've been hiding my pain, you see
    Said if I scare you now
    Don't run from me
    I've been hiding my pain, you see

    Slowly recall all your mind
    Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
    Dead inside
    Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
    Slowly recall all your mind
    Slowly recall all your mind

    Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
    Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
    Decadence isn't easy, is it?


    haha.. why your souls gone cold and all hope has run dry.. lol..
    so tired today.. not sure.. haha.. stupid cheese world.. eat me already.
    lol update lata.

Saturday, 19 January 2008

  • black finger nails

    GHOSTS OF YORK - As Tall As Lions

    I know
    we're all souls just trying to connect with
    someone, but we're all
    left searching on our own

    Tell me that you could hear it
    three taps under the floorboard.
    Dont' say I'm losing it,
    maybe you're deaf.
    Could have sworn
    that I locked
    all these windows fairly tight.
    Shut the door
    hear a knock.
    She starts turning off the lights

    And from the corner of my eye
    I saw your dressed all in white
    I saw you pass right by
    But maybe I had too much wine
    I hope you come back tonite
    you never said goodbye

    Tell me that you could see it
    a ghost who's skin is porcelain
    Don't say I'm losing it
    maybe you're blind
    Saw her walk
    through a wall,
    turn her head and look at me
    In a York hotel hall
    I am falling to my knees

    Softly, as your dress flows,
    you say that you're alone.
    But I know I can't leave you
    lonely and on
    your own

    hmmm.. finished summer course.. it was the best fun in ages
    made heaps of new fds who i wont forget..
    thanks heaps to alvina and marge.. for introingme to new ppl.. and just liek talking to me.. and obviously.. my bros rhett and tim!.. lol..

Thursday, 10 January 2008

  • Victims of pop culture

    UNIFORM : bloc party

    There was a sense of disappointment as we left the mall
    All the young people looked the same
    Wearing their masks of cool and disinterest
    Commerce dressed up as rebellion

    Because we are so handsome and we are so bored
    So entertain us, tell me a joke
    Make it long, make it last forever
    Make it cruel just make me laugh
    We can't be hurt

    Drink to forget your blues on the weekend
    Think about more things to buy
    The TV taught me how to sulk and to love nothing
    And how to grow my hair long

    So why do you go picking fights that you will lose?
    (When u have entertainment, when give you things to pass the time)
    So why do you have to go thinking thoughts that are above you?
    (You can be happy, just play dumb x2)

    Well I was brave
    And unique,
    Intelligent,
    A snowflake
    I could have been a hero
    No-one can be trusted over the age of 14
    Tattoo our arms
    Converse shoes
    Cynical
    But we still do it
    We tell ourselves that we're different
    I've gotten so good at lying to myself
    All, all my pain and honour is used up
    All my guns are rusted
    So when are you going to realise those are not your wrongs to right
    Have another line, have another drink
    (Pop songs won change the government)

    I am a martyr I just need a motive
    I am a martyr I just need a cause
    I'm a believer I just need to a moment
    I'm a believer I just need a cause
    We're finding it hard to break the mould
    We are finding it so hard to be alone
    We're finding it hard to have time by ourselves
    We have nothing at all to say

    Uniform

    There was a sense of disappointment as we sped away
    All the teenagers looked the same

    nostalgia... just like the feeling of the song.. not sure.. today i went running.. came home.. then my mood just dropped.. lol.. just feel like listening to this song. lol. fucking feel like shit.. jsu dun really wanna talk to anyone right now.. feel like curling up into a ball.. lol

    [edit] stolen from alvinas myspace... see what us germans do when we are bored!

     1. Where you at?
    in the study!

    2. Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?
    i dont have friends :'( jks.. of cos!.. but not much to tell.. lol

    3. How have you felt today?
    sleepy.. cos some BITCH woke me up.. lol.. screw who ever called me!

    4. When was the last time you had butterflies?
    well.. i had them in my soup a few days ago.. and maybe with chicken.. lol.. jks! cant remember

    5. When's the last time you showered?
    WHO NEEDS TO SHOWER!?!? jks.. like an hour ago.. lol

    6. If you're single, why?
    cos im too unco!.. haha..

    7. Who are your bestfriends?
    willie, rukshan, ummmm...and yeah.. cant remember!.. ll.. sorry if i forgot you!!

    8. What were the last two TV shows you watched?
    ummm.. no idea.. lol.. cbf wif TV now.. lol

    10. When was the last time you talked to your #2?
    what does the question mean o.O but like probs a few weeks ago

    11. And why might that be?
    they are overseas!

    13. Something you say often?
    fuck.. ummm .. oh yeah i always say i hate someone
    LOL

    14. Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
    cant remember 8awkward silence*

    15. What are you wearing on your feet?
    skin!

    16. Who was the last person you slept in a bed with?
    brenda

    17. Last person you talked to on IM?
    alvina

    18. Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
    YES.. go library.. then sneak in and also A BIG HANG.. LOL

    19. Do you like your name?
    lol.. i cant even spell it.. JOKES.. well i cant spell the chinese part!

    21. What color are your fingernails?
    black !.. lol

    22. What's your favorite song?
    23 - jimmy eat world
    run - snowpatrol
    compliments - bloc party
    uniform - bloc party
    ghosts of york - as tall as lions

    23. Who was the last person you held hands with?
    ummmm. cant remember.. lol.. i probs like just grabbed someones hands.. lol.. but probs brenda

    24. What phone do you have?
    sony ericson 880i.. cos its sexy!

    25. What are your favorite lyrics right now?
    uniform - bloc party
    ghosts of york - as tall as lions

    27. Things you first notice about the opposite sex:
    they have to dress well [i usually hate trackies]
    smell nice.. i love good perfume.. im addicted to some people cos they smell nice.. [ do i sound like a serial killer?]
    smile... ummm.. and OMG i LOVE BIG HAIR usually

    29. Last person you sat next to?
    dad or mum.. cos im a nood

    30. Last time you were disappointed?
    im perpectually dissapointed!.. haha..

    31. Do you like being in pictures?
    im a whore for pictures.. so yes.. but im not very photo genic

    33. Have you ever been more attracted to a significant other's sibling than them?
    no

    34. Are you happy at the moment?
    does anyone else feel like chicken??

    36. Do you tend to fall for people easily?
    *cough cough*..

    37. Do you swear a lot?
    FUCK NO.. I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE FUCKING TALKING ABT I DO NOT FUCKING HAE  A FUCKING SWEARING PROBLEM>> WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE QUESTONS ABOUT> FARKKKKKKK.. jks jks jks

    38. Is your bedroom window open?
    yes.. so ppl outside can see me prancing in the nude!

    39. Do you have any tattoos, if so which hurt the most?
    no

    42. Last time you fell down? Why?
    last week.. i was worrying abt my pointy shoes.. and i was like.. dizzy frm some shit pool bar.. ad yeah.. just fell. lol

    43. Do you know anyone with a lisp?
    yes..

    44. Who was the last person to call, what did they call for?
    alvina. phone sex. LOL jks

    45. What were you doing at 10:00 AM?
    u dont want to know ;).. probs msn. LOL

    46. Would you rather be cheated with, or on?
    well i use cheats in video gamess.. its funny cos i remembre hearing this 5 yr old saying.. 'lets go home and get cheats from the internet' LOL.. quite obviously ive missed the point of the question.. but id never cheat

    48. Last person who drove you somewhere?
    mum. church!

    49. What do you hear right now?
    bloc party!.. haha music its sexy!

    50. First song you listened to today?
    ghost of york - as tall as lions.. GET IT YOU BASTARDS!



    OMG cant wait for the BIG HANG XD XD XD XD

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